Sunday, June 29, 2008

Do you want to fix me?

Life is still the same, but it's different. Doesn't make sense does it?

I called home today. My dad told me last month he was hospitalised. He had a tumour removed in his bladder. No one told me because I was preparing for my exam. The tumour was detected in the early stage, he doesn't even need chemo or radiotherapy but I'm getting paranoid now. I think I feel angry because I was kept in the dark. He still needs regular check-ups, hopefully everything would be okay.

You could know each other for five years and not know each other, or you could know each other for a week and felt like you've known each other for a long, long time. We got really close in the recent months. You know the gut feeling? I'm scared.

My exam wasn't exactly easy but I hope all goes well. Everything in its course in 3 week's time. I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow. Life can be ordinary, yet extraordinary in a day.

I'm fixin' it.

3 comments:

pavlova said...

oh dear, sorry to hear about your dad. at least it was in the beginning stage...

you going bk to Pg anytime soon?
me thinking of CNY

TH said...

pavlova: Thanks for your wishes.

I might be back in Oct if all things goes well. I'm not thinking of CNY at all. I personally think it's not the best time to have a 'vacation' at home :)

zewt said...

do u think u should fly back to see him? :)